turning blue

ok so i'm not turning blue, but i do feel like i should be holding my breath anyhow!
seems too good to be true....

vicarious

it's really amazing when you get overwhelmed by someone else's smile, especially when you know that the same can be said of them because your face is literally aching from the happiness they bring out in you.

i have this floating feeling of just pure joy, simple i don't care how long this lasts because dammnit i've at least experienced it joy...

i've just realized that i can smell him on me, that's odd, i'd not thought about the way he might smell, it makes me wonder if maybe it's collin and not him... i don't care though, i smell like a boy, and both of these boys take care of my heart in different ways.
today has just been odd, i wish i could capture it appropriately, but the only thing this blog'll capture right now is the happiness that is still coming outta me from that smile.

big sigh, lots of contentment and no impossible hopes for the future.
Elena